**Just Me**

YiRan
Child Of God
31st Jan
ASC
ASK
DISCUs
YFM
NAPS/TKSS/TPJC

Thursday, October 29, 2009 :


Horrible presentation is over..we didnt do as well as I tot we wld..n i wasnt happy wif my performance..the rest of them were great.. :)

I m really going to miss everything..i m going to miss the meetings..n telling my frens i got com proj meeting.. tues n thurs afternoon before coms lecture wun b the same anymore.. :( i wun b sending them emails anymore.. i probably wun c their names on my phone when it rings..or when there's an sms..all these little little thing has actually become part of my everyday life.. i grumble n complain abt how tiring doing this proj was..but i guess i really had fun..

I want to tell them so..haha..but then again..i m not that fanstastic wif this kind of stuff..so..i oso dunno how to tell them.. tt i m so afraid of us becoming strangers..or juz classmates... i m wierd..m i..haha :)


oh well...i really feel empty now..tt i dun need to rush out a certain power point..or cut videos..n discuss things..haha..i noe i sound crazy..i love to look back at memories..i have wif pple..

If only I could cut them out n piece the diff memories I hav wif diff pple or grps.. i think it wld b really beautiful n touching... wun it b.. ?? :)

but then again..i dun think they will c this post..haha.. alr feel lyk sleeping..

Wednesday, October 07, 2009 : Updated..finally..


I m supposed 2 b studying 4 math mid terms now..cos the paper's tml..but i m getting a little bored..practicing math for lyk 2 hrs..on n off..seriously..i think tts a record..2 hrs of nth but math.. I better score well..

But juz want to thank God tt the quizzes have been so far so gd..n mid terms are lyk the first official maj exam since uni started..so pls pray 4 me tt I will b able to cope with all the revisions...

my classmates n i were just discussin abt how fast time flies..we r lyk halfway through the sem le..few more wks its gonna b finals then its a new sem..wow.. getting used to the cannot slp so much days..sigh..i think i look horrible now..

here we are in oct.. n 4 some reason..i started recalling wad i was doing last yr..probably studying lyk crazy cos i rmb my 1st paper was 31st oct..then now i look at the J2s... it all looked so familiar...it all felt so familiar.. 1 yr juz went pass lyk tt.. all those mugging sessions in airport n library..all the plans 4 post A-levels..looking 4 jobs..results... I was just telling God the other day... sometimes I wonder how I got through all tt..n thanking God 4 bringing me through all tt..

Now i wish I were back at work..studying is super tiring...arrggh...now i hardly hav time to watch any shows.. trying to squeeze in one show..but only manage abt 1 ep a wk...which wld probably take me forever to finish cos it has 40eps...

then on sat i finally realised it was mooncake festival..the actual day..n i actually didnt really noe..i noe it was soon..with all the mooncakes ard the shops n my grandma's place..ok..i noe i m super blur.. then i realised i didnt get to eat my snowskin mooncake!!!! tt i eat every yr..haha..luckily my aunt brought some over on sunday..yummy!!

Oh...Fu Shun mushi got transferred over to SAC this mth...had this farewell for him last sat...it was pretty sad la..but the video was quite funny.. :) trust the sec1s to come up with tt long name 4 our cell..haha..they are really cute.. haha.. :)

okok..i shld totally get back to math... n i finally updated!! everyone keep saying I never update..i realised i m getting lazier... ok..one more thing.. pls click the link n go comment ok..its part of my grade for my communication module... :) thanks !!

http://www.yr-com101.blogspot.com/

Saturday, September 12, 2009 :


Visited the Dead Sea Scrolls exhibit and was truly amazed by everything there... amazed at God's work...simply amazed..allowing us to see God's greatness..His Word being passed down over so many many centuries.. the bits of parchments n scroll ( only the book of Isaiah was complete among the scrolls found)..the things people went through to write and translate bible..the so many diff kinds n versions of bibles.. for awhile..i juz walked , not bothering where the other brothers n sisters were..submerged in the whole exhibit..all by myself..trying to absorb every fact there... i got a little dizzy towards the end though..info overload...

Back to sch 4 2 wks alr..n i m so tired.. so pls dun b surprised 2 c me slp-ing on the train looking super unglam..cos i really cant b bothered at this point in time..really..n dun wake me up unless u noe its my stop n i hav to get down the train..haha..tryin to get use to the pace n things i need to do..i m alr down wif 1 proj..hopefully there isnt anymore..1 is enough..really. i look horrible now..dark eye circles n all..

Yesterday we celebrated Jas's bday..!! yay!! at ehub..went have ice cream at Gelare..bought Jas's boyfriend...went arcade to play the silly game where u keep throwing balls at the screen the hit the targets..haha..then it was uglydoll n taboo..taboo was super funny !! haha. Dinner at NYNY..cotton candy!!!!!! :)

last wk was relax cell 4 NANO , played molly again..after quite some time..its been lyk at least 1 yr since i played molly..it was the craze lyk when i was in J1? haha..n the leaders keep laughing at my photo..tt was in the church photo album abt..10 over yrs ago....dots.

Sigh..everything i can think of is only slp slp n slp.. gosh..i m yawning alr..bedtime!

Saturday, August 29, 2009 :


watched UP yesterday..i noe i m pretty late..haha..but it was a really nice n meaningful show.. :) oh..n contrary to everyone's prediction..i didnt cry..mayb lyk tear-ed a little..but not those really cry until tears stream down my face kind..didnt use a single piece of tissue..haha..but the old man's story ( the beginning part) was really sweet.. :)

Its back 2 sch on monday..4 another 3 yrs..sigh..holiday too long alr dun feel lyk going back..haha..it doesnt help i hav a 5 day wk..was hoping i get at least a day off.. :(

Was thinking whether i shld juz get ad-hoc jobs..lyk those kind tt can finish in a day or two kind...considering tuition..but wad can i teach..lol.. pple keep telling me i shld work in a kindergarden..or stuff to do wif kids...haha..we'll see..

Oh..Alot pple are falling sick..pls take care pple :)

Saturday, August 22, 2009 :


NANO cell met up today after service.. n we played police n thief..n both times..i basically juz stand n watch others do the job..haha.. it does not help tt i was running in slippers tt made really loud sounds when i attempt to run fast...juz count me as invisible member nxt time ok..or put me to watch over the "jail" i think tt really suits me..haha.. but thanks 4 the tiny workout!!..i think i really need some sports..to get rid of all those fats..but can dun run anot???? haha.. The 2 sick patients in the cell..hope u all recover soon..:) haha..but the 2 of them still ran lyk crazy juz now....

Uni sound so scary..lyk all the chiong-ing/mugging.. gosh..i need to get back the study mode after lyk abt 8 mths..i havent been studying since lyk dec last yr..

DISCUs cell went pretty well yesterday..Thank God..hopefully this will really b a huge turining pt 4 us... :) looking forward 2 having more fun,fellowship,serving n learning together!! :) the crash course was..pretty fun..haha.. Oh..n Poly pple..jia you 4 the exams :) ( m i a bit late)

Figured out on the way to dinner juz now wif zy tt i will b pretty much alone in leading the cell 4 the nxt few mths..till my exams....whenever tt is..pls pray tt i will b prepared..(or some nice person will come along to help me out) n rmb tt i shldnt b over reliant on my own abilities but God..

oh well..the EPL is on again!! i finally no need 2 flip channels lyk mad to find things 2 watch over the wkends..haha..

Sunday, August 16, 2009 :


Had a couple of meet ups over the past few wks..

caught up wif my pri sch frens..haha..after lyk how many yrs of not meeting each other...4 some of us.. it was fun..talking abt the past n present..n the 2 NS guys cldnt stop talking abt army so the rest of us decided to hav our own convo w/out them...they will stop..but then after some time they will lyk start again..haha..did some silly things... n the person sitting opp me in Starbucks took my leg for the table leg which n kicked me which resulted in a blue black..someone wld b pleased 2 hear this rite..haha..but it is gone so..haha..

Met wif JC classmates last wk...i m so sorry i wasnt in the "dress code' :) somehow i wasnt "informed" lyk Cheryl..haha..

N i was waiting 4 e Sec Sch one 2 come..but it didnt..haha

Oh..n my cousins was so cute during National Day cos they were both quite excited abt the taking pledge at 8.22pm..haha..(random..i know)

Its my last day at work tml :( will miss them so...all the laughter..n jokes..having fun n doing events together.. sigh..so dreading going 2 sch..although I m lyk e only 1 left waiting 2 enter uni..

Holy Spirit Wkend was great..had a really great time..despite my many struggles n doubts n concerns..over the past few wks..over taking NANO n being involved in Alpha..it is better now..n today's sermon was really..well..timely..as always :) God really knows when we need it..

Serving is abt Love..your starting point is Love.. Nobody is indispensible in church..we all hav diff gifts frm God... n we all come together to form the church...Going through the tough times together ,encouraging each other..n sharing our happiness together..




14Now the body is not made up of one part but of many. 15If the foot should say, "Because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body," it would not for that reason cease to be part of the body. 16And if the ear should say, "Because I am not an eye, I do not belong to the body," it would not for that reason cease to be part of the body. 17If the whole body were an eye, where would the sense of hearing be? If the whole body were an ear, where would the sense of smell be? 18But in fact God has arranged the parts in the body, every one of them, just as he wanted them to be. 19If they were all one part, where would the body be? 20As it is, there are many parts, but one body.

21The eye cannot say to the hand, "I don't need you!" And the head cannot say to the feet, "I don't need you!" 22On the contrary, those parts of the body that seem to be weaker are indispensable, 23and the parts that we think are less honorable we treat with special honor. And the parts that are unpresentable are treated with special modesty, 24while our presentable parts need no special treatment. But God has combined the members of the body and has given greater honor to the parts that lacked it, 25so that there should be no division in the body, but that its parts should have equal concern for each other. 26If one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it.

27Now you are the body of Christ, and each one of you is a part of it. 28And in the church God has appointed first of all apostles, second prophets, third teachers, then workers of miracles, also those having gifts of healing, those able to help others, those with gifts of administration, and those speaking in different kinds of tongues. 29Are all apostles? Are all prophets? Are all teachers? Do all work miracles? 30Do all have gifts of healing? Do all speak in tongues[d]? Do all interpret? 31But eagerly desire[e] the greater gifts. And now I will show you the most excellent way.

1 Corinthians 12:14-31

Saturday, July 11, 2009 :


I m so going to miss helping out at events...sigh.. though i m really worn out today..haha..enjoyed it so..Thank God 4 giving me such a wonderful job... mayb i shld consider going into events? haha..but its quite a stressful job i think..seeing my other colleagues doing their events..


yay..We going watch Harry Potter nxt wk!!






n i m waiting for 棒棒堂 <<我是传奇>> to 改版 so i can finally get my hands on it...the songs are pretty nice this time round..really :) n my Wangzi is so 帅 n talented !!!!!! wrote 1 song plus 2 lyrics.. :) n he is only 1 yr older than i m..sometimes i really wonder what goes through his mind at this point of time in life...

Oh well..God has His plans for everyone of us.. :)